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Oh look! I’m alive!

I apologize for the sudden absence, school was getting a little rough on me. But it’s over now! Over the hiatus, I finished a book called “Leave Only Footprints: My Acadia-To-Zion Journey Through Every National Park” by Conor Knighton, and thought maybe I should talk a little bit about it.

So, some background, Conor Knighton works at CBS News as a correspondent, and does sections for them. For a year he did this section called “On The Trail”, in which he visited every national park in the U.S.A., and this basically goes through that, but with more details and more behind the scenes stuff. I had never heard of him up until I read this book, actually, never watched his section either, yet that never was an issue. It didn’t feel like I was missing out on anything.

Knighton is an incredibly good writer, to put it simply. His style is engaging and you can tell he really loves nature and hiking, and has a genuine interest on the people he meets along the way. Even the parks Knighton isn’t as interested in (specifically the ones in “Caves”) he still makes interesting, with its, and every parks, history. He also has a self-awareness that I enjoy.

I think my favorite part of this book is probably the people. On this trip he meets so many, but all of them add something. Knighton is funny and his writing is great, but the people he meets add a new level, it simply wouldn’t be the same.

Knighton also understands transitions, like, beyond well. There was one that stuck with me, and I remember after reading it having to put the book down, because it just was so good.
[Excerpt from chapter 9, “Volcanoes”, page 127] “Even Pele’s house could not withstand the unrelenting forces of change that are constantly reshaping our planet. Robert was right. None of this is permanent. Nothing is.”
We then go onto chapter 10, Ice.
It really hits you like a truck, and it feels like a weight has just been put onto your shoulders. Knighton gets across the message before the message even begins.

Overall, great book. I really recommend reading it, if you have even just the slightest of interest in hiking or nature. It is definitely worth it.
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A couple days ago, Kasane Teto, originally a UTAU, got an AI voice for the program Synthesizer V. This is a pretty big deal.

Kasane Teto has been around since 2008, and she was designed as a “VIPPERloid” (AKA a fake VOCALOID), so to see her almost transcend VOCALOID in a way, made some very emotional (me…). To put it bluntly, her Synthesizer V voice fucking rocks. It’s amazing, clear, and still manages to be Teto, which I’m really happy about. I was really hoping that they don’t take the “UTAU-ness” and her origin has a April fools joke completely away from her. I feel like it gives her so much charm. And then I started thinking about another UTAU with quite some charm…


So, in March 2008, a month before Kasane Teto is created, Ameya/Ayame releases UTAU. It won’t become really popular until Teto is made, but it does have one voice, named Utane Uta, or, Defoko, as fans call her. Her nickname translates to “Default Girl” (I’ve seen some claim “Default Child” as well), and it fits, as shes the default voice that comes with UTAU when you first download it. She is also a 100% synthetic voice, meaning she hasn’t been voiced by an actual human.

This fact is probably why she isn’t well liked- or the root of why, at least. She may be the default, but she isn’t easy to work with by any means, and it’s hell to try and make her sound clear. Shes crunchy and sounds like shes singing to you through a payphone that just barely survived a hurricane and I absolutely love her. It adds so much character to each song she sings, and honestly just getting her able to sing is so impressive on the artists part. It’s like the remains of a VOCALOID, broken and forgotten, or maybe an old windows vista computer. I really don’t think she gets the love she deserves.

That being said, I don’t think she needs a Synthesizer V AI voice, or an official VOCALOID voice bank to get that (she never would, anyways). Kasane Teto was a VIPPERloid, to get a voice bank is simply the natural progression, especially after becoming so popular. Defoko isn’t, though. And thats okay! I want her to live on in all her robot-and-barely-holding-on-payphone glory! She’s the remains of a time when voice synthesizer weren’t exactly so clear.

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Being online schooled, I don’t leave the house often. That’s why I love weekends. Me and my dad hangout and go to pet and book stores, go get lunch maybe, and it’s fun. I generally like to get all dressed up, because I never have an excuse to normally.

Yesterday, as I was getting ready to head out, I had a bit of a shoddy makeup day. Happens to the best of us, I was trying something new, and forgot I had run out of makeup removal wipes. As I was rubbing a wet rag roughly on my face, I thought back to conversations me and my mom have had about my appearance.

I’m fairly confident in my looks, most of the time, though that is a very new thing. My mom used to tell me about how I could’ve been a model. That’s what parents are meant to say, they are meant to compliment their kids and make them feel good. It never really made me feel good, though. There was something about how she said that. I *could’ve* been a model. Not now. And she’d end that sentence with “but you didn’t like cameras”.

She’s right, I hated them. The flash made me cry, and I couldn’t stand having to look at specific areas. And I don’t think I could be a model, I never even wanted to be one. I think it hurt me because, at the time, I was really angry at myself. I thought that, if I wanted to be one, I couldn’t because of something I didn’t even do.

I used to be really angry that I wasn’t like the other kids. I always kind of knew I was “different”. It was in the way my parents treated me, how my extended family talked about me, and how my teachers looked at me. Today, I’m happy. I’m proudly autistic, and although I struggle sometimes, It’s okay. I’m happy. But back then I was really angry, I thought I couldn’t do something because I was autistic, and as we all know, not being able to have something makes you want it more. Even if you didn’t really want it, and you’ve convinced yourself you cant have it.

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Well, it’s Good Friday, meaning I have the day off of school. But I have… a lot of work to do. And yet I just cannot do it. I feel absolutely horrible, I have an essay, and the teacher changed the schedule so a bunch of lessons that weren’t here before are, and I have tests and the end if the school year is almost here. And I am very very tired. And it isn’t even a situation where I am doing “fun” stuff instead of work. I’m just laying in bed.


The other day there was a renaissance fair in a few towns over, and me and my family went. While there I paid for a tarot reading, and the person who pulled the cards said that I needed rest so that I can work hard. I don’t have any thoughts on tarot stuff, but maybe she had a point. I wanted to work today but I can barely get out of bed, so maybe it’s better to rest and wait for Monday.

Along with my tarot reading, psychology says that laziness isn’t real, rather, just a symptom of one or multiple problems. And sometimes, we tell ourselves that we need to be working all the time and stuff, but it’s okay to let yourself be lazy for the day. We all need rest once in awhile.

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Woo! First post!


Hopefully I will actually use this site LMAO. I’m really bad at making accounts to things and just never using it. But I think I will! I think I just need to get used to it. I can post all those long essays I annoy my friends with on twitter on here now, which is just great for those guys.

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